Urge

If those of you out there who're thinking why this place is so DEAD, I guess the one and only reason why is cause I don't have the 'feel' to blog. Yes, feel. I only do so when I have something memorable or important ( applies for lately posts ) or when I just feel like it. Haha

Well, a few days back... Had talks about cars with a few of my friends. What car we're going to get, planned out how we're going to save for the car and stuff like that. All these when we are not even close to getting out driver's license. I've fancied a lot of cars before, from exotics to streets. And when I say a lot, it means A LOT. If those of you who knows me better, you'll know that I'm a huge car fanatic.

So I thought if I could get a car right after I got my license, most probably a second hand car.... A more realistic target, would be the.....

Honda Accord 2004 Euro R

Front View

Rear View

The reason why I said second hand is because this car is no longer sold in the showrooms of Singapore. If you want to get a brand new one, you'll have to import one from Japan. Not that I mind but there comes in the thing about money.

This baby here...

A DOHC, 16 valves engine. 2.4 litters

220 Brake Horsepower

Redline at 8800 rpm

0 - 100km/h  in 7.3 seconds

The more basic specs of this car. And these specs for the car are when it's stock! The thing why I love this car is for it's looks. Even in stock, the straight and sharp lines makes the car really sporty...which I love. Haha... Then, I would want to of course modify it.... To something like that.....

E24A, Sem 1, 2010

Okay, here to post again after awhile now!  Some people are complaining that I don't update my blog. Haha...  I'm just surprised that there is even someone visiting this dead and boring place. Anyways, going through the same-shit-different-day routine as usual...  The letters thing will be on hold for awhile, till I really find time to sit down, think and write it thoroughly.

So, today was the last day in the class E24A. Must say, felt quite sad about it.  Regretted a little, for not spending more time with these group of awesome people.....  Such as Mao, Nabs, Raj, Benny, Chloe, Naz, Angela, Chermaine, Haz, Umar, Syifa and so on....  Lessons were a little more stressful today than normal as I didn't quite get the concept of it. Somehow still managed to scrape through. After lesson, cam whoring session! Went to Woodlands waterfront for dinner and just, chill with Nabs, Benny, Haz, Umar and Syifa.  Angela should have joined us!

Ate, joked, played games and laughed a whole lot....  Wonder when's the next time we would all meet again. Took Umar's car back to the Mrt station and we all went our ways with a heavy heart. Nabs even teared!

Hope we all will still keep in touch, and have frequent meet ups!

 A last group photo in Umar's car!

Until next time....

30 Letters

Life's been pretty mundane.  Nothing much to blog, thus no updates.  Well, even now there's still nothing.  But a friend gave a suggestion of writing letters.  It's a challenge on Tumblr .... 30 letters challenge, each day with a different topic.  And since this place here is so dead, I might as well.

Starting today, with the first letter...


Day 1, My Best Friend

It's been a damn long time since I've ever come across or used this words, "Best Friends".  It's a lousy excuse but everyone's just too busy with their own schedule that we just momentary forgot one another. Everyone now are just too caught up in their hectic everyday life. So much so that we don't even have the time to just stop by to say hi, catch up on stuff. It was so much simpler back then huh Weiqi?

I remembered how we first met in primary school, something in you that I really admired.  Your attitude towards life.  You were always on the plump side up till even now.  And was often made center of the joke. But you didn't care what they all said.  Cause you knew that you were way cooler than those people who shoot their mouths off without going through their brains.  We, were WAY cooler.  We had our small but tight clique, which instead of playing catching during recess chilled at our usual stairs at the back of the canteen.  But still, there were times that we'll give in to temptation and got ourselves sweaty with all the running about.  Then there was those inside and sick jokes. If you know what I mean....  Haha.  We didn't knew each others' problems but it's okay, we didn't have any to start off at that point of time.

But then, we had to graduate. And I had move house to my grandparents'.  Ever since then, we talked lesser and lesser, made new friends and all got caught up with the fast paced momentum of life.  With the occasional conversation on msn and the rare random meet ups. Although this is it, memories and the past is forever there.

Man, we seriously need to catch up soon.

Dead Beat

Feel so maxed out. Mentally, and physically maxed out. Can't really think straight, can't really control my mind and body as the way I want at times.

Feel so very much to skip school, perhaps just catch a movie or catch my breathe. Whatever is fine....

I just need a break...And oh, this damn flu is not helping me feel any better one bit.

Grandma's 71st

Today was my grandma's 71st birthday. She didn't even knew it was her birthday till I called her to tell her I was going down over in the evening. Haha! Skipped IG for a simple celebration over dinner and a cake. Bought a cake for her but my uncle wanted to pay for it and made me took his money.

Here's some pictures =)

The cake which I supposedly bought

Grandma!

From left... Uncle, Grandma, Grandpa

From left...Aunt, Grandma, Uncle

Ohh, and we all wore formal to class today for Enterprise....Camwhored after that.

From left, Syifa, Me, Nabillah, Angela, Raj.

This time, with Umar at the back.

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A class picture awhile back....

Once we split, how will we be like then?

Flashback

Presenting, the DREAM TEAM.

From Left: Raj, Mao, Nabillah and me!

Lessons today was really fun. These are the people who made my day AWESOME. Not forgetting Naz's group with the topic of pre-marital sex for presentation. Epic!




Had lots of flashbacks today. Had one when I was on the train to Jurong. Past by CCK and thought of the times when I was growing up, around 4-8years old. How I learn to ride a bike in my own living room. (house was empty that time) How my fingers were slammed by the door cause of a strong wind that blew right in. How I always play pretend with the toys I have that animals were an army and cars were another and they would have a 'war' with each other. How I went for my bronze swimming course examination.

Then when I grew older, whole family shifted house to the condominium nearby, behind Lot1. Used to play in the 'flooded kitchen' when the maid was washing the floor. Always was the one who would volunteer to water the plants at the terrace and end up just wasting a whole lot water by playing. How I fell from the swing and knocked my head. How I had my first ever birthday party that I could invite my friends. Lots of other things happened too, too much to write it all down. Memories....

Following, it just triggered other flashbacks growing up....

SORRY

SORRY CHERMAINE WEI.

FOR BEING A "VERY GOOD" FRIEND.

Dreams.....Reality

Just came back from work, mood was totally @#$% today. Had a long, long bus ride back home....Had the time to reflect, sort out my thoughts.

Was thinking about dreams, family/friends, people's encouragements and yesterday's conversation.....

I posted this status on Facebook, "Chasing after your dreams, harder than it seems." I think that a lot of you will agree with what I say. It's never easy, but isn't impossible. Hmmm, but you guys will agree with what my Uncle, Jervon, replied to my post.....

"Finding a reason to live after you've reached your dreams is harder. Be thankful to always have something to look forward to, and chase after, each day."

Yeah, it's something that I really agree. So much so that I feel that mine's crap. I guess I wasn't really in the right frame of mind yesterday saying everything that I had. That's so me, always so rash. I've always felt that working towards things I aim for are like just so difficult, to the point it always pushes me to the verge of giving up. And honestly, I hadn't really been good at keeping to those targets. So I was thinking, why. And I FINALLY knew thought through the reason why. I never really made any dreams to fulfill. And by dreams, targeting for a shirt/bicycle/game or all these minor stuff counts as a dream. It should probably be something like "In 5 years time, I want to see myself graduating from NUS". That would probably qualify more to being called a dream. Yes, I want to make it big someday. By big, just something that would make my family, proud.

Wall of fame-ers of my family.... Alvin, Daniel, Jervon shu shu, there's still more. And I want to be one of those. Badly....Time to change, slowly but surely.

 

Alvin Cous

 

Daniel Cous

 

Jervon Shu Shu ( Right )

 

Jervon Shu Shu

This time, it's not just talk. I'm so sick and tired of the past, mopping about and over it. Watch me. Learn to trust myself, that I can do it. Learn to allow others to put trust in me.....


Wait and see, world.

 Did a test on learning style in school, and this was the results. Must say, it's accurate.... 

The physical (bodily-kinesthetic) learning style

If the physical style is more like you, it’s likely that you use your body and sense of touch to learn about the world around you. It’s likely you like sports and exercise, and other physical activities such as gardening or woodworking. You like to think out issues, ideas and problems while you exercise. You would rather go for a run or walk if something is bothering you, rather than sitting at home. 

 You are more sensitive to the physical world around you. You notice and appreciate textures, for example in clothes or furniture. You like “getting your hands dirty,” or making models, or working out jigsaws. You typically use larger hand gestures and other body language to communicate. You probably don’t mind getting up and dancing either, at least when the time is right. You either love the physical action of theme park rides, or they upset your inner body sense too much and so you avoid them altogether. 

 When you are learning a new skill or topic, you would prefer to “jump in” and play with the physical parts as soon as possible. You would prefer to pull an engine apart and put it back together, rather than reading or looking at diagrams about how it works. 

The thought of sitting in a lecture listening to someone else talk is repulsive. In those circumstances, you fidget or can’t sit still for long. You want to get up and move around. 



And ohh, sorry for not keeping the trust you had in me. Yeah, very sorry.

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I need to go for a run