Happy birthday Byron!

It's been like what, 4 years since we first met during sec 1.

Buds since then. :)

What Now?

It's 1.30am, I can't seem to get to bed. Lots stuck in my head.

Ugh, lost my creditability for I've lost count of how many times I've been saying sorry. Though we've not been talking for awhile now, I guess lots were exchanged still. I guess I came down on you too hard, too fast. Sorry for loads of mistakes. I guess I didn't really learn much from past experiences. I'm not as mature as everyone else thinks I am. Not as I thought I am. Indeed, there is always room for growth but seriously, I'm way over my head in more than one way. Really, it leaves an empty and guilt stricken heart.

I just hope that you hadn't got off that bus journey cause for sure, I hadn't. Let's walk out of this just like how we were before.

Priceless

Just got back home from Byron's house. Feeling kind of tired from the late nights and waking up early during the sleepover. But it's alright though, definitely had fun. Haha....On the way back home, met Valerie on the bus and chatted a bit.

Anyways, wanted to blog about yesterday. A fun and happening day it was. Jian Ming, Byron and me woke up at 7 plus which was really, really early because we slept only at 2am that night. We set the alarm for 10 but the sun woke us up. Freshen up, ate our breakfast, watched a little tv and went off to Bugis. Met Leroy and Minyi. We went to Iluma to catch the movie ' Book Of Eli '.

The show was quite nice, had lots of moments in the show I found really meaningful. 'I walk with faith, not with sight'. Enlightened me a little...Haha. And ohh, Leroy lost his wallet while at the arcade. But thankfully, the kindred spirit who picked up his wallet went to his house to return the wallet with everything intact. It's people like this that reminds us that the world is not all heartless and cold. After the show, Leroy and Minyi went off first. Jian Ming, Byron and me went for our so called dinner. Which was this....

Waffles, marshmellows, ice cream and fruits dip in chocolate fudge! Haha, super sinful but it's heavenly. We had this for dinner cause we had a very late lunch at around 3 plus in the afternoon. In addition, we had lots of drinks and popcorn for the show. Though it's not a lot, it's really filling. After dinner, went back to Byron's place and had another round of risk. Hahas, it's the most ridiculous risk game I've ever played, period. 

Ohh, times with these lovely people are great but I'm thinking deep down how long these happiness will last. It isn't that I don't trust them but past relationships with people really got me thinking. I guess that's the future and this is now. I'll just make the best out of the present. 

Concordians Alumni Gathering

Hahas, I'm blogging from Byron's computer now. Jian Ming and me are staying over and Byron's house tonight.

Went out with my primary school buds today to Marina Square to catch the movie 'How To Tame Your Dragon'. They made me waited for 2 hours! Supposed to meet at 4pm but they only came at 6. But how can I be angry at lovely people like them? Hahas...The show was not bad I say, rate it 3/5. After the show, we went for dinner at Marina Food Loft. We were debating in front of a directory map as to where to have our dinner but had restrictions as some of them were tight on cash. So we had to find a food court but it didn't indicate any on the directory. Then on of them, Jun Hong told us to try Marina Food Loft cause it sounded like a food court to him. We went up to check it out and indeed, it is! Ordered our food and drinks, ate and crapped loads. Done with makan, walked to the mrt station, took a few pictures and trained home. Well, for me it's Byron's house anyways. Lol....

The lovely people

Seraphina and me

Zi Wei and me

Last group photo

Had lots of fun catching up on stuff, hope to do it more often!

Okays. going back to crapping with Byron & Jian Ming now. 

Nights!

Tower Of life

Bored, so I'll blog. Trying to think of doing something that could entertain me for another 3 hours plus. Going out later to Jurong Point with Crystal & Mandy to catch 'Dear John'. Haha, finally found people to go watch with. Hey, the books by Nicholas Sparks are nice. The show couldn't be far off too. So yeah....

Woke up at 12 noon again, going through the same waking-up-in-the-middle-of-the-night thing again. Had breakfast/lunch and entertained myself by making towers of cards.

 

Then from this to -------

I know it's kind of lame but anything to keep myself entertained. When you grow up as a single child, you'll learn to do these kind of stuff to make up for the lack of companionship. I could even play chess with myself. Hahas....Ohh well, maybe it's just me. I must say though, it's a very good way to keep me occupied. To make the 3 levels high tower took me about 30mins. From that to the 4 levels one took me another 1 and a half hours. I was....Clumsy. I was lucky enough to take a picture of the 4 levels high one cause right after I took a picture, It went timber~ 

Well, then I just thought of how many of my relationship with people around me are just like the tower of cards. It takes so hard to build up but yet it could just come crashing down at any given moment. Oh, I've already gotten past that 'why life sucks' phase. Just something I thought about, maybe in need to change again. Or maybe I tried too hard. Hahas....Either way, it's good to improve yeah?

Let's see if I've pictures to post later.

Ciaos 

Would you look at that....

Well, to describe today with a word....It'll be boring. Woke up again at 12 noon. Been seriously losing a lot of sleep lately. Waking up every 2 hours or so for no apparent reason. Ugh...Ate breakfast/lunch at 1.30. And today, I remembered to say grace before. Hahas...After, read Bleach manga online and then went out to Vivo around 3. Went to just walk around...Boredom and loneliness was killing me. Went to the arcade to finish up the remaining amount in my card and got myself a new watch.

It's nice although it's design is plain and simple. Hahas....

I Finally See

I see it all too clear now. As a friend, as an outsider. Now, I understand his position too. Cause if you hadn't realised, what he done to you.... you're doing to me. Well, some parts anyways, You might think I'm writing rubbish and it's just all in my head. Or I might hit a raw nerve in you. Either way, seriously? Sorry for being that annoying guy always there asking questions and like I said before, I'm just concerned as a friend and nothing more. So I once had this hope, but trust me....I wouldn't even think any's left now. Sorry wasn't what I was hoping to hear but rather an explanation. What happened out of the sudden? Maybe for that short time, I just happened to appear. Nothing more. And you, you just happened to be in that state. But don't be mistaken, I'm not blaming you. Serious. But myself. And I know it isn't that I'm lousy or whatever....I was just not on the same page as you.

After all, from the very start....I told myself that it'll just be something I keep to myself. Something that would not have any outcome. Something that I would just tide over. Even after your 'warning', that hope in me just rocket up instead of focusing on the word 'maybe'. In caps too. So all in all, I'm to blame that I'm in this tangled situation. Hmmm, I really like getting myself into trouble.

Maybe it was all that you said.....Which really took root in my mind that I can't forget. Although I know too that it lots of them won't happen, it was nice to know I was of help and the trust you put in me. Well, even I might be the one who broke that trust but I guess what's done is done, and what's said is said. I was glad I could help you get passed that and you helped me to believe again. Yeah, what I've said then still stands....I wouldn't mind helping out, anytime. So don't worry, friends and nothing else.



Don't even think you'll see this but...yeah.

4/3 09' BBQ!

Yesterday, went to Republic Polytechnic with my dad to go get my laptop for the start of poly which is coming real soon. Kind of psych for the start of it. Holiday's been just too long and I've had enough of my break. Funny how I always felt the holidays are too short during Primary & Secondary school times. Man are so hard to please. Hahas....Anyways, I got a Lenovo T410!

Yes, it looks rather dull but looks isn't what I'm after. It's more than meets the eye. Has. This notebook here comes with a warranty of 4 years, which includes 1 year coverage of freak accidents made by yourself or others. But the best thing is, when you need repairing done, you call the repair guy to wherever you are and not you going to find the repair guy. Ain't that just SWEET. But I got to wait for 15 days before I'm able to get it. Still have to go down to Republic Poly to collect and configure it. Ughh....

After that, went to meet up with Jervon Shu Shu! Man, his bike is just super cool. Caught up with him over a cup of tea at a coffee shop near by. Then, dad sent me to CSC @ Bukit Batok for the class BBQ. Well, let the pictures do the talking.

Hope that we'll continue to have such wonderful moment and remember them for life! Cheers!

Why is it always me who gets sacrifice?

What Happened Now

Got back home just awhile back and already, feeling bored. Read old sms sent by different people, those meaningfull ones and same as those old emails. Hahas....I know it's kind of stupid but yeah, I'm that bored. Here's one from one of a chain email sent by one of my closet childhood friend Brent.

Around the corner I  have a friend.

In this great city that has no end

Yet the days go by and weeks rush on

And before I know it a year is gone

And I never see my old friends face

For life is a swift and terrible race

He knows I like him just as well

As in the days when I rang his bell

And he rang mine if we were younger then

And now we are busy tired men

Tired of playing a foolish game

Tired of trying to make a name

"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"

"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes

And distance between us grows and grows

Around the corner yet miles away

"Here's a telegram sir" "Jim died today."

And that's what we get and deserve in the end

Around the corner vanished friend

So true. Well, I guess it supposed to teach us to cherish and enjoy every moment we spent will people we care and love. Cause who knows when the day we would wake up and start treasuring them, it might be too late.

Anyways, here are more pictures!

Sunset at Laos

Lame but meaningful note. =]

I just love the sky!

I surrender! ( From the Risk game ealier )

Ooooo....Clouds.

Bowling scores from yesterday. JM's nice. 8-0 8-0 8-0 8-0

I seriously need to start taking pictures of friends and family! Yeah, in case it's too late.

In He, we trust

Dear John too...

Yeah, after reading my cousin's blog.....
We're both the same. Joke.

What Does It Mean To You

Just reached home from Byron's house. Went there with Jian Ming and we played Risk there. Hahas, it was fun. Had lots of laughs and jokes. Took the same bus as Jian Ming back home but he alighted first. Well, after he left.....Thought a lot. I really can't  be alone. Lols....

The day was rather pleasent. Went out in the morning with parents to office. Did my poly enrollment stuff and finally mailed them out today. The pain in the ass is gone. It's about time. After lunch, went down to clementi to meet up with Byron and Jian Ming. More Jubeat. Till Puvan came, went down to Mosburger. Jian Ming and Puvan wanted to eat. I sat there and played with Final Fantasy on my DS. Then walked to clementi stadium to watch the CWDS sports day. Was very....sporty indeed. Everyone was quite high there. Unlike my batch last year. Was quite dead. We left shortly after cause Puvan had to go back to school and the rest of us went for bowling at the Recreation centre then to KFC for early dinner. Munched down on our food and headed to Byron's house. Yup, we played Risk. Made a whole lot of noise, had loads of fun. I lost in the end but it's alright. It's just a game. Hahas.

And yeah, once I was left alone, thoughts all came rushing to my mind. The bus ride made me recall of what someone special told me about how life is like a bus ride.

"You are the driver, and people you meet will be the passengers. Also known as your friends. Through the whole bus journey, many people will board and alight at different times. Rarely, they'll stay for the entire ride."

Yeah, I agree. But I guess I couldn't really quite come to terms with it. The bus feels kind of empty now. Well, ending on a lighter note, here's some random pictures of today and of the past.

Fun at Toys'R'Us.

Converse Century

Chase Ong. Cute.

My sister's emoing?

Cat nap.

Guess I'm going to sleep now. Tired.

Nights people.

I wonder if you know I'm at your back and call.

Spending like there's no tomorrow

I seriously need to have a tighter control of how much I'm spending. Spent another $80 today.
Bought a book from page one called 'The Doomsday Key". Sounds interesting so I bought it.
Then, followed by a DS game. Final Fantasy Tatics. And yet there's still lots of outings coming up!
Someone help!!

Transformers

Today was well, rather boring. Didn't really do much other than reading manga online. Did part of the poly registration online in the morning. I swear this is seriously a pain the ass. After that did more of reading manga and had lunch. Bathed and went out to pass Pamela the Chinese E-dictionary. Then went to West Cost plaza for 15 minutes. In that 15 minutes, I spent about $51. I bought a pair of Havaianas and 2 dvds. Transformers and Transformers Revenge of The Fallen. Went home straight after and watch both straight. A mini movie marathon I guess. Ohh well, I was that bored....

It's been awhile since I've went to climb. Climb as in rock climbing. Any takers to join??

It Finally Hit Me

All along I've been trying to make people proud of me, be it family or friends.
But I was wondering why no one ever is....
Until today, I finally realised why.
The real truth.
I didn't do anything that deserves to be proud of.

It'll be another part I need to change.
I should change, I will change.

Keeping Composure

My tiredness is affecting my crankiness. Haha...It's weird cause no matter how much I sleep, I'll still be feeling the fatigue the next day.

Today's no exception. Woke up fresh and alert but that energy didn't last too long and by noon, felt the sleepiness kicking in. Had to go to this Far East Property tour thing my parent's forced me to go. I felt super out of place. The rest of the group were agents working for my parents' company and they were all easily 30 and above. Awkward. We went from projects to projects. Upcoming condos that are currently in building, viewing their show rooms. One word, EXPENSIVE.

I wanted to upload some pictures I took at the show rooms but it seems blogger seems to have some problems. Or maybe it's just my com. A future condo at Ang Mo Kio called 'Centro Residence', buyer has to pay 1.2m for a 2 room flat. WOW.

Bla bla bla, then reached home. 2 sisters got themselves into trouble. One cried cause she thought she was short changed of her Vitagen and wouldn't shut up and the other broke a bottle of medicated oil. Now the whole house smells of that. Great....I managed to sooth both of them down and make them stop crying. Hahas....


Anyways, time for bed. Goodnight!

Self Procliam Break

Was supposed to work today but skipped. Too tired and I seriously needed a break. Hahas, which I got when I came back from work yesterday. Or rather today since I came back at 12.30am. Ahh, thank god I managed to sleep for 11 hours. Really needed it. Mum's making me to go to some property tour tomorrow morning. It's as if my parents want me to take over their company. Have to sleep early cause I'm still feeling rather tired.



Nights!



P.S - I guess I was asking for it. Sorry

Physically, Mentally Tired

Well, I guess it's a good thing I'm that tired. I won't have that stupid recurring dream again and won't be able to brood any other stuff before bed time. Thank you Certis Cisco~





I hate all that I'm feeling.

Dejavu

Hmmm, maybe my post yesterday was a little too sad. Wanted desperately to find someone to talk to for the past few days so I thought of Rex. He's just always there to listen. Enjoyed his company. But still, had a nice talk with Byron yesterday when we were out. Though nothing personal, just some thoughts like god and stuff. Made me remember stuff, again. That long, long walk.... 

Woke up late today and went to work late. Seriously getting more absent minded. Woke up, rushed myself and quickly cab down to whampoa. Lots of stupid things happen, don't feel like going into the details.Tired....Just feels as if the things happen today I've dreamt of it before. Hmmm, weird.

I hope I'll be able to sleep well tonight. Tomorrow's going to be another 14 hours work session. Nights.




Becoming a part of your past.