Botak!

Hahas, cousin's family is over for dinner now. Daniel cous just booked out from camp after his first 2 weeks. He brought large and small packets of food and snacks to be brought back with him to camp later on. Oeros, Honey Stars, KoKo Crunch....You name it, he got it. And surprisingly, he looks good with the shaved head. Lols! Just another 2 years odd and it's my turn. Some how I can't wait to go in there.

Life's mundane out here....Hahas, I must be nuts to think that compared to 'serving time'.

Shut up

Shut up, is what I tell myself to do. But then if I do, I won't get the grades I want.
Stuck again....Zzz.





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What I Want

I still have no idea what I want.
But still, I know it's nothing.
It's only all that's been happening that got me going.
It ain't the way to do things.
I'm not going to ruin others' life.
Hope that it doesn't end up to the point where everyone just have this tension with each other.
Sorry.

Mistakes

Common mistakes I feel that we all make all the time....

Focusing too much on what we should have and not what we already have.
Focusing on the cons of people instead of their pros.
Looking back on the past too much that we forget to work on the future.
Trying too hard to fit into a group that we don't fit in at all.

How do we curb all these huh?


Anyways, went out with Aloysius, Yi Liang, Chloe, Syifa, Chermaine, Yan Shan and Haz to Cathay at Orchad for a movie. Been awhile since I went to town area. Watched Iron Man 2 as Ip man 2 had no seats available left. And we were sitting at the first row for the show. Hahas....And I used to call those people who sit at the front row losers. Well, the show was nice but wasn't as nice as all the other people said it was. After the show, everyone was dead beat as seen from their faces. It's been a long day for everyone I guess. Anyways, we walked back to Somerset Mrt station. Syifa and me did the evaluation which was going to be due soon then at the 313. Yan Shan and Yi Liang left first. Aloysius, Chloe and Haz waited for us to finish doing it and left together.

It's funny

Ain't it funny and ironic the how they say that this place is democratic, justice is uphold no matter what and all the 'morally right' way of doing things. So I'm wondering.....

Why is this shit happening now?
What right do you have the power to detain people?
What right do you have to treat him as a criminal when there is no proof at all?
Tell me huh....

When you have no proof at all, fuck off. Seriously.....
You have no right at all....

Sterotyping

I think for once, they all saw a side of me they didn't quite know that existed in me. They didn't know my past, they didn't know what happened before. They didn't know how I was like, they didn't know me before. It was a fresh new page, waiting to be written. However, I let the other side of me out today....for just awhile. And already I guess, it left deep impression in them.

I've always hated how some people come up telling me 'Ohh, you're really very nice' and stuff like that when they barely know me. Barely know me for days or weeks. And yet when time reveals how I am, most often their opinion of me changes to something more negative and ends up avoiding me. So what? Did you only liked how I look? Did you only like what I did for you at first? It's oh so superficial....I seriously hate it. I'm not oblivious to the change you know. Most of the time I just choose to ignore....But then again how's that going to help huh. Really got me thinking....