Scouting For Girls - Heartbeat

Am I alone in your heart?
Have I hope with your heart?
She's such a teaser, she's such a star.
Give me a reason or gimme a chance.
Am I alone in your heart, or am I alone
It tears me apart.
Am I alone?

Doing all I can do just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.

Give me an evening, or give me a night.
I'll show you the time, of your life.
I'll walk you home safe from the dark.
I'll give you my jacket I'll give you my heart.
But she won't come dancing tonight,
She's having the time of her life.
Am I alone?

Doing all I can do just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh she's a pain in the arse
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.

I do love she, does heartbreak

I did love till she broke my heart
I do love she, does heartbreak
I did love till she broke my heart 

Doing all I can do just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh she's a pain in the arse
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.

I'll skip a heartbeat for you

Doing all I can do just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh she's a pain in the arse
Every time that we meet I skip a heartbeat.

ALPS

Been awhile since I properly updated this space of mine here.....

So I was away from technologies for the past 4 days. Went for my IG, ALPS ( Alpine Leadership Training Program for Students ) camp.  Camp was extremely tough but very much fun at the same time too. Training stretched me much that I was able too where I really stand in terms of physical & mental strength.

Day 1 ( 08/06/2010 )

Report to school for ALC activities in the morning. Played some random camp games and got the chance to enter a facility that only exists a few places in Singapore, the artificial obstacle tunnel. Woots! Day was fun, especially the tunnel :D Had dinner, washed up and played some reaction games. I amazed everyone, including myself how being tired could make one BLUR TO THE MAX. Keep losing in all the games and had to do forfeits. Everyone in ALC remembered me for all the wrong reasons....Pfffttt.

Day 2 ( 09/06/2010 )

Woke up to doing PT early in the morning. Jumping jacks, suicide runs, stretches. Freshened up, breakfast, packed up or bags and off we go on our way to Ubin. Reached Changi V, had lunch and took a boat ride down. Trekked for the whole of Ubin. Freshened up, dinner and then followed by night hike alone for everyone. People claimed to have saw 'things' around campsite.

Day 3 & 4 ( 10/06/2010 - 11/06/2010 )

Woke up to doing some morning stretches again. Had breakfast and a little sharing session with the seniors and fellow ALPS members. Hahas, funny stuff there. Learnt lots of secrets and pass 'glorious moments' of each other. Done with breakfast, cleared up campsite and took off for mainland Singapore. Ate lunch at Changi V's market and hiked towards to East Coast park as our supposed final pit stop and trekking for the camp. We spent 5 hours plus to get to East Coast, pitched up out tents and slacked around. Bathed, cooked maggi for dinner and waited for Abang David ( ALPS in charge ) to come with Edwin, one of the guys to climb Mt Everest for Singapore. Waited all in excitement, only to be get shoot by Abang David. After the sharing of experience climbing Everest, Abang David pulled off a stunt on us, telling us that the bus pick up point would be at Changi V at 9am the next day. Instead of 9am at East Coast Park. Abang David planned this all along to test our mental strength. So, sad for us....We had only 2 hours plus of sleep, waking up at 2.30am to pack up and freshen up to hike back to Changi V. Didn't make it in time for the bus as we were short of a few clicks!! Damn....So we were picked up off the roads and back to RP.


Lots of pictures to upload, just need to wait for them to get to me!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BUNK!

Be honored that I stayed up with you guys! Hahas, my first time ton-ing outside on I did it on your birthday. Hope you enjoy what's left of the day!

Does It Matter?

Labeled by you all as the black sheep by the family. Doesn't really matter what I would do really I guess...
Cause you would already have a prejudice against me in the first place.
Will trying even make a difference?

Botak!

Hahas, cousin's family is over for dinner now. Daniel cous just booked out from camp after his first 2 weeks. He brought large and small packets of food and snacks to be brought back with him to camp later on. Oeros, Honey Stars, KoKo Crunch....You name it, he got it. And surprisingly, he looks good with the shaved head. Lols! Just another 2 years odd and it's my turn. Some how I can't wait to go in there.

Life's mundane out here....Hahas, I must be nuts to think that compared to 'serving time'.

Shut up

Shut up, is what I tell myself to do. But then if I do, I won't get the grades I want.
Stuck again....Zzz.





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What I Want

I still have no idea what I want.
But still, I know it's nothing.
It's only all that's been happening that got me going.
It ain't the way to do things.
I'm not going to ruin others' life.
Hope that it doesn't end up to the point where everyone just have this tension with each other.
Sorry.

Mistakes

Common mistakes I feel that we all make all the time....

Focusing too much on what we should have and not what we already have.
Focusing on the cons of people instead of their pros.
Looking back on the past too much that we forget to work on the future.
Trying too hard to fit into a group that we don't fit in at all.

How do we curb all these huh?


Anyways, went out with Aloysius, Yi Liang, Chloe, Syifa, Chermaine, Yan Shan and Haz to Cathay at Orchad for a movie. Been awhile since I went to town area. Watched Iron Man 2 as Ip man 2 had no seats available left. And we were sitting at the first row for the show. Hahas....And I used to call those people who sit at the front row losers. Well, the show was nice but wasn't as nice as all the other people said it was. After the show, everyone was dead beat as seen from their faces. It's been a long day for everyone I guess. Anyways, we walked back to Somerset Mrt station. Syifa and me did the evaluation which was going to be due soon then at the 313. Yan Shan and Yi Liang left first. Aloysius, Chloe and Haz waited for us to finish doing it and left together.

It's funny

Ain't it funny and ironic the how they say that this place is democratic, justice is uphold no matter what and all the 'morally right' way of doing things. So I'm wondering.....

Why is this shit happening now?
What right do you have the power to detain people?
What right do you have to treat him as a criminal when there is no proof at all?
Tell me huh....

When you have no proof at all, fuck off. Seriously.....
You have no right at all....

Sterotyping

I think for once, they all saw a side of me they didn't quite know that existed in me. They didn't know my past, they didn't know what happened before. They didn't know how I was like, they didn't know me before. It was a fresh new page, waiting to be written. However, I let the other side of me out today....for just awhile. And already I guess, it left deep impression in them.

I've always hated how some people come up telling me 'Ohh, you're really very nice' and stuff like that when they barely know me. Barely know me for days or weeks. And yet when time reveals how I am, most often their opinion of me changes to something more negative and ends up avoiding me. So what? Did you only liked how I look? Did you only like what I did for you at first? It's oh so superficial....I seriously hate it. I'm not oblivious to the change you know. Most of the time I just choose to ignore....But then again how's that going to help huh. Really got me thinking....