What Now?

It's 1.30am, I can't seem to get to bed. Lots stuck in my head.

Ugh, lost my creditability for I've lost count of how many times I've been saying sorry. Though we've not been talking for awhile now, I guess lots were exchanged still. I guess I came down on you too hard, too fast. Sorry for loads of mistakes. I guess I didn't really learn much from past experiences. I'm not as mature as everyone else thinks I am. Not as I thought I am. Indeed, there is always room for growth but seriously, I'm way over my head in more than one way. Really, it leaves an empty and guilt stricken heart.

I just hope that you hadn't got off that bus journey cause for sure, I hadn't. Let's walk out of this just like how we were before.